SMD 2

Some more doodles

Draft

Right now...

No podré mirar al cielo
Consuelo en él no encuentro
Pues en cada nube que veo
Tu rostro siempre encuentro

No puedo mirar las montañas
Ni los ríos, ni las piedras
Pues no importa lo que sea
Mi alma consuelo no encuentra

Una pobre sombra
Una sombra tonta
Una esperanza vacía
Una vida en melancolía

Más no sé que cambiar
No sé cómo mejorar
Parece que nada puedo lograr
Ahora queda por la muerte esperar...
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Sequía
Ceguera
Melancolía
Tristeza

Alegrías falsas
Clavadas en mi alma
Cual cruel espada
Que su mano empuñara

Una sonrisa olvidada
De una persona amada
Un pequqño oasis
En el desierto de mi alma

La sombra que soy
No quiere ver el mañana
El hombre que fui,
Moría por ver el alba

La sombra que fui
Vivía para alegrar sus mañanas
El hombre que soy
Escribe para alejar sus fantasmas.
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Quise escribir a una montaña
Mas no esncontraba palabras
Quise escribir a un río,
Mas el podema quedaría frío

Quise escribir a un pájaro
Pero mis palabras con él volaron
Y en un suspiro anhelado
De mis labios escaparon

La lluvia creó una melodía
Triste, llena de melancolía
Y el pajarillo al que escribía
Le brindó alegría a la melodía

Y así el concierto natural
Se llenó de alegría artificial
Y aunque la lluvia quiso al ave callar
No lo pudo lograr

Y la lluvia son mis lágrimas
Sin motivo derramadas
Y el pájaro es mi alma
Su vuelo, es la libertad anhelada.
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Una sonrisa en un atardecer
Sencilla, como es ella
Que anuncia el anochecer
La compañía de la muerte bella

Anochecer lleno de tristeza
Que me embarga con sutileza
Acompañado por la soledad
Alejado de la sociedad

El sentimiento, eterno
Quedará congelado en el tiempo
El sonreír, el verla reír,
Serán poco más que recuerdos.

Y que el tiempo borre mis recuerdos
Que no dan paso a mis deseos
Pues tengo una vida perfecta
Mas la ruina me afecta

Y de hoy en más sonreiré
Y de hoy en más viviré
Ahora mismo sólo pienso
En cómo aprovechar el momento

Olvido

Sonreiré ahora,
Al recordar el momento
De tu mirada centrada
Congelada en el tiempo

Me llevaré mis cicatrices
Escondidas tras mi sonrisa
Que traerá la melancolía
Acompañada de brisa

La tragedia de mi vida
Se dará por concluida
Cuando encuentre la salida
Sea natural o la navaja

Tomaré tu sonrisa
Como prueba de tu alegría
Tomaré tu alegría
Como promesa de la mía

Y aunque este poema no sea digno de mostrar
Aquí estará, perdido, en la oscuridad
Esperando a ser encontrado
Antes de ser completamente olvidado.

Forever...

I would like you to read this,
Because I wont be able to speak
And these clumsy lecture
Are some words for me to gift.

And I wont give them to a star
Nor an angel nearby
These words are for the one
who's trapped me in her smile.

You, my dear princess
Are the one I love
Whom I'm always thinking
Who I've always longed for.

And I want you to be
The first woman to read this...
And I want you to be
Forever with me.

About you...

Every single day
I want you to be there
Every single time
You cheer up my life

You, my stubborn, dark eyed queen
whom I loved since the very start;
Yet I was too blind to tell
That you'd give a reason to my life

What am I to long for
If its not love itself?
Because your love, my dear,
Will bring me happiness.

But I wont cry
If I ever feel
That I should try
To make you smile

Be aware, my darling
That I am unable to lie
To the woman I'm loving
who will enjoy this night.
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You're not just another girl
You're more than any of them
You're not only a gorgeus girl
But the very best of them.

You my lady,
gave me back my life;
Saved me from condem
Brought from heaven a star.

I once was an atheist
But you made me believe in God
Because YOU are his masterpiece
My true, and only love.
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Guilt is all over my body
Because I'm hiding something from you
But please understand me, my lady,
For its all because of you

I want to be true
And I promise I will
As long as you promise
That you will love me

It doesnt feel weird
To write for you like this
Because in spanish I wouldnt be able to say
How much I love thee

I hope it's not too late
Nor its early at all
For me to openly admit
That you're the one I love.

Stubborn

Stubborn, you say you are
Dominante, that's your second complaint
Yet your happines makes you shine
And your kindness is what makes you great

Both your smile and your eyes,
Are for me deadly traps
Because whenver you smile
I get trapped in your eyes

Let me be the music
That plays in your play
Let me be the music
That cheers up your day

Guide me through dreams to my reality
One filled with passion and hate
Then guide me to your reality
And let me stay forevert there.

Just for you

May I hold your hand,
For it aches, my heart aches,
Every moment you dont smile?

You've always been there
There's not much for me to say
For everything's been already said
And is written in my fake smile

There are times when I wonder
What would it be to feel love like
And its not just holding hands
And wishing for some other to smile.


Is about being there-anywhere
Where your loved one needs you to be
Is about cheering up
Whenever the sadness strike.
It's about helping-in no matter what

And is also about using your freedom
To make happy someone else.
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Come by, take my hand
I'll take you to wonderland
I'd love to be your guide
Whenever you walk in the night.

Lend me your hand
Take mine, and never ever let it go.
Lend me your heart
'Cause mine has been taken by you.

Make a wish,
And I'll become a Djin
Just to feel the breeze
Of your smile breaking in

And please don't forget
That no matter what
I will always be there
No matter the time
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I wish I had met you before
My life would be easier right now
If I could go back in time
I'd travel to your very first smile.

You have been there
Everyday from the start
And I want to be there
Until the very end

It seems that I was trying too hard
When what I longed for was closer than far
But I used to chase a shooting star
Just to play the victim to get your attention

And when I've felt sad
You've been there to cheer me up.
And whenever I feel bad
Its because I'm not seeing your smile.

Just seeing a smile
Is more than a reward
For me to my destiny defy
And steal from heaven a star...
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What would happen
If I call out your name?
What would happen
If I tell you the truth?

Would you say yes,
If I asked you out?
Would you hold my hand
If I wrapped you in my arms?

What if I told you the truth?
They were nothing but mirrors,
To distract my attention...

The first angel was forced.
She held me with ilusions
Ilusions that I made real.
Thought they'd make me happy
When I was just enchained.

The demon was nothing
But a reflexion of myself
She was my truth
In a glacial shell

But you've been always there.
You've always been a friend.
Yet I've never felt is enough
And I want nothing to go wrong.

Titleless

Just some clumsy words
To show you what I feel
These words are not enough
To get you to understand me

I’d love to hold your hand,
Place it near my heart
So you keep the track
Of a treasure that’s not mine

May there be a smile
May I be the one that caused it
May there be a smile
May it be your smile.

I don’t care if you’re not
The woman many other would like.
I just care of making you
AS happy as I can.

I’ll remember your name
Every now and then
I’ll remember your face
To get out of the pain

For your smile has got me
Caged deep into a spell
I honestly don’t want to break
So I’d never miss you again.

And I’d never miss you
Because you’d always be there.
And that’s why I’ll ask you:
Would you want to be my girl?